the day beats down in heavy waves leaving me gasping, wasted as I set out to sweat out this mess that I have become the challenge: to find who I was - those ideals I held close, the dreams I reached for - before I gave into life's pleasures and turned into this mess I have become my knees echo with the ache of days gone by, as my back reminds me of brazen choices of youth, and old wounds ache with the coming rains, I am determined not to accept this mess I have become.
Category: Poetry
Morning Rain
from the safety of deepest sleep
I arise into the darkness
of morning;
the sheets beckon me,
stretching tousled fingers
pleading for my returning -
raindrops drum
their hypnotic melody
on the glass
and I am tempted
to answer the call
of the welcoming sheets
as these are the nights
for which my body aches -
crying out for the rhythmic comfort;
Mother's song on the glass
soothing the torrents of the mind
allowing me, for one night, to rest
though these nights are rare -
my heart would take me back -
my tired mind knows the score:
the demons of guilt will torture me
if I forsake work for sleep,
even just a few minutes more.