from the safety of deepest sleep
I arise into the darkness
of morning;
the sheets beckon me,
stretching tousled fingers
pleading for my returning -
raindrops drum
their hypnotic melody
on the glass
and I am tempted
to answer the call
of the welcoming sheets
as these are the nights
for which my body aches -
crying out for the rhythmic comfort;
Mother's song on the glass
soothing the torrents of the mind
allowing me, for one night, to rest
though these nights are rare -
my heart would take me back -
my tired mind knows the score:
the demons of guilt will torture me
if I forsake work for sleep,
even just a few minutes more.
Category: Poetry
Writer’s Block
Seeking the Present
a restless dream of a place past haunts our waking days, leaving us sleepless on the blackest nights; we set off upon another trek under skies of slate along the tired roadways of today, still searching for that shimmering oasis on the edge of memory where the cries of gulls echoed across a placid bay, the chugging of the lobster boat's engines matched the beating of our hearts and we never questioned why we were soaking in the lazy rays of summer suns because we knew it was right and good, as it healed us; we never wondered at its point or asked after its worth it was life and we were living now we are searching trying to escape the demands of this broken reality, desperate for a hint of a memory of something perfect; not realizing, if we stay the course, we are there.