A Good Life

They clung to life. The only strength left in their body was channeled into the desperate grip of the fingers that held fast to this world.

Theirs was a life of the greatest opulence. They had wanted more and more, so they had taken it. It had been easy for them to look past the adage “of whom much is given, much is expected.” They’d been too busy enjoying their lavish life to think about what might be expected of them. They had never stopped to understand that no matter the great amounts of wealth and things they accumulated, they would still end up in the same place as those whose backs they broke in their efforts to accumulate more.

They had spent their money on age-defying tonics and treatments, doing everything they could to ward of the ravages of time. It came for them sooner than most.

None of the tinctures and remedies could touch their soul, and the soul is what keeps the ultimate score. As their luxurious extremes grew, their soul blackened as each day slipped away. 

It began as small cracks in their façade – a hitch in their step, a cough, a moment of blurred vision – but grew with the passing of time. The cracks became deeper faults. Their hair fell out, they lost the vision in one eye, and were always ill.

It should be said, they were not bad, just oblivious to the destruction their opulence caused the world around them or within themselves. They never calculated the cost of their excesses; never understood the sum of everything always ended as nothing.

They never nurtured their soul, and it left them. Their major mistake– the one of so many – was to believe living the ‘good life’ was the same as living a good life. 

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Morning Storm

He lay on the carpet in his living room with his eyes shut. The bay window was cracked and the morning birds’ song rode in on the warm summer air. A dull roll of thunder sounded in the distance.

He wanted to center himself, or to be sucked into the floor into some hole away from the noise. It wasn’t noise he had created. It was life. It was the day-to-day. It was the people focused on minutiae and material things.            

Rain began to tickle the leaves; the drops’ padding on the green providing a rhythm for his thoughts. He drummed his fingers.          

He wondered through what lens the world saw him, then reminded himself it didn’t matter. He didn’t care what they thought of him. The opinions of outsiders had no place here, in this blip of life that was his own. Why did no one else see it; how short time was?         

The thunder grew louder and he longed to go out and lie on the grass, feeling the cool damp blades upon his back; let the rain wash away his sins.

But did he need to?          

Why was it a sin to have a different view or a different outlook? They all told him he was crazy for wanting less, but what did they know? Why did it matter? They didn’t understand how he could not be fueled by consumption. 

It wasn’t in him to buck trends, but he was tired of living in the dark. He’d spent years thinking life was about accumulation. He wanted freedom from this need.

A bolt of lightning brightened the sky, and thunder cracked overhead. The birds were quiet now. The storm had arrived, a good, hard, cleansing rain.     

He stripped off his shirt and walked outside to embrace it.

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